Gah. I got promoted at work. Yuck. I didn't really want the responsibility. I was just fine doing the mindless work I was doing for the moment. I mean, how much management of a women's clothing store can I possibly do 2 days a week. Whatever. It's not like they are paying me what i'm worth.... I'll continue to slack and have a horrible availability because I don't care. This makes me sound so lazy, but in reality, that store used to be my life! It is really difficult going back and not caring. I can't go back in and pick up where I left off, cause frankly, I don't have the time and energy. I used to put everything into that store - I genuinely was a hard, and I mean hard worker. But with the other things that I have going on, I just can't do it. School is too important to quit a 2nd time around, and after being gone from the store for 2 years, it's a mess, and I didn't make it. Not my job to clean it up. I hope Donna knows how much I love her, cause i'm only doing it for her. In my eyes, it's her I work for, and not a company. She's like my second mom, and has been through so much. I would never have expected her to do the things I did, otherwise, we wouldn't have such a great melting pot in the store like we did. If everything went perfectly, we wouldn't have anything to bitch about. This brings me to a funny story. There is a party supply store in the shopping center next to us. A guy named Kevin owns the store, and although we never dated, we hung out a few times. He's a super great guy - just not my type. Everyone at the store at that time was really hoping we would date and get married and I would never have to work again ....blah blah blah. I found this amusing. So fast forward some years, and I go back to work part time. I have seen Kevin a few times but we haven't spoken. He is either married or getting married soon, cause there is a girl, and this girl has a ring on her finger. She looks way more of his type than I ever did. So naturally, I got the "talk" and basically it consisted of how that "could be you Michelle........"
Haha. I would much rather date the guy that owns the computer place. He would kick the bucket waaaaaaaay before I would and he has a C6/Z06?
I could use some new wheels......... Chuckle.....
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I think they want you to get married so you can be unhappy/miserable/(insert emotion here) like everyone else. Like you, all my exes are married with children but I don't see what the big deal is. I was married once and I don't know if I would do it again. I say you have forever to get married if you want... after all it's not as if we'd be branded spinsters for not marrying!! I don't know anyone irl, but if Gene Simmons & Shannon Tweed and Goldie Hawn and Kurt Russell can be happily unmarried, why can't real people? I plan on going back to school b/c I'm tired of shit jobs and the blahness...LOL!
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